Its Sunday!!!!

I have had a nasty sinus infectin since October.  I have gone to the DR a few times to get antibiotics to clear it up, but this one is very stubborn.  Along with the sinus infection comes a dreaded headache.  I have had a headache for a while now.  This past week, I had felt like crap every day.  I went to work on Wednesday, only to be driven to the DR by my friend.  My b/p was high-202/110.  That is so high.  The DR said I now have hypertension.  I didn't care what he said as I needed this headache/dizziness to go away.  As we talked a bit more and he looked at my records previoulsy, he thinks it is a severe sinus infection.  He put on b/p meds as well as a heavy duty antibiotic.  The antibiotic cost me $103.00.  So much for insurance.  I had to go back Friday morning to see how I am doing.

I can feel my sinus' moving around but no drainage so still clogged/stuffed.  My b/p is still high, so now he talks to me about what is going on in my life.  He asks me is if I am under any stress.  I laughed at him.  I am under alot of stress. I have always wished I can let things roll off my chest.  I can't.  We talked about my stress and he nailed the problem on the head.  He told me what everyone else is saying.  He knew nothing of the band mom problems, just from what I told him.  He told me to stop worrying about her and there is nothing I can do to help her.  Easy - right!!! So for now, I am trying to think about her.

I am eagerly awaiting Spring to arrive.  Not so quick this year.  Snow/sleet is in the forecast for Tuesday.  I am thinking this will be a snow day....Yeah but not so yeah as we will have to make up ths day at the end of the school year.  We only have 2 snow days built in our calendar and we have had the two of them already. 

Ladybug has told me she is confused about boys.  She wants to date a boy of color.  I don't know how to handle this.  You can call me racist or whatever, but as I explained to my daughter, the cultures are very different and she would have a lifetime of misery.  I am praying about this.  I know God will guide us both in the direction that we need to take.  If anyone has experienced this, let me know how you handled this.

A has 3 more months  here.  I wish I had the funds to do more fun things with her.  I am a homebody and would like nothing more than to stay home, watch TV, computer or just hang out with my girls.  I feel as if I am doing a disservice to her as we don't do alot.

Have a Happy Sunday!!!!

"D"