J and I were married in 1987 and M was born in 1994. As long as I can remember, the only thing I wanted to be was a MOM. Month after month, my desire to be a mom grew. We went to a fertility treatment doctor only to find out that there was nothing wrong with either of us. She put me on fertility pills, spent countless hours trying to conceive a child. Days turned to months, months turned to years. It was very frustrating to me. I couldn't control this one desire. In December of 1993, I turned to the Blessed Mother and prayed that if it was God's will to let me have a child. The next month, I was so sick and thought I had the flu, the rest is history as they say. I had the 9 month flu.
I remember my first mothers day card-it was from Sue's mom. Sue being one of my best friends! It made me feel so special. I was so happy to have a baby. When M was delivered, it was by far one of the best days of my life. My C was born 22 months later and not a day does not go by , that I do not thank Jesus Christ for my children. I have been blessed in ways, I was never able to manage.
I know we all think our own children are the best, but to be honest, I know I have the best girls I could have. They are both beautiful, caring, kind and smart. Everyone loves them! They are respectful! I love my girls with everything in my heart.
Thank you J for giving me the children I have always desired!
Happy Mothers Day to all the moms out there! Ones who fill in when the "real" thing is not there.
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